compromise.

Suddenly I knew something has changed.
But I’m not going to trace it back.
Either way, it’ll be good.

Is this some kind of a “self-protection”?
I have no idea.
But does it matter? Definitely no.

I think I might be tired of these “philosophical” questions,
Such as “why we were here,” “how does this idea come out,” “what’s the origin,” “what’s the nature of it,” “what’s under the surface,” etc.
I don’t want to think anything about giving a nice and sufficient reason.
Life is too short, indeed.
Also life is full of complicated things lack complete explanations.

Love and hate are too easy to identify, also too easy to confuse.

My longing of disappearing hasn’t disappeared at all.
Don’t ask me why, please read the words above.

Love is not everything.
Of course I know, you silly. But everything motivated by your heart.
Are you sad or feeling pain?
Not at all, I’m just empty.
Empty heart?
Anti-heart.
How come?
Read those words above.
Then what’s next?
I guess, wait.
Are you lingering?
Never, life goes on.
So what’s the difference?
It’s vital.
Vital? I didn’t get it.
Cause you’re nothing but a moving body.
But you still laugh and cry as usual.
It’s only physical.
No. I think you’re just running away from something.
Really, am I?
Exactly, and you know it well.
Possible.
So stop deluding yourself, or I’ll leave.
I'll think about it. But don't you dare force me.
It's all your choice.